2024-08-12 around

2024-08-12 around https://drive.google.com/file/d/1wt1xZijowIlBIQMvs8z47kxT67LImfZT/view?usp=sharing

class A baiters i'll literally never understand what goes through these people's heads

you're all losers

oh well, what else is new

every movement is a manipulation but i already know that

this is just imane part 2. oh well go again whatever i don't care this time

someone save me from these deranged women

on the brighter side i legit don't even care go live ur life i'll do these stupid recordings to appease the masses, whatever. it's just a boring fact of my life. &it's not my life to lead that shit anyway, let's be honest. maybe if i had 5 digits in my bank account things would be different, or atleast 4 in a healthy enough state, that's the price of stalking i suppose, all good. or possibly enough clout to bring marginal gain.

give me a reason to care, one good reason, let alone/past financials. spoiler: there isn't one. i was never going to have a girlfriend anyway in this year, it doesn't come as a shock. i am an incel, proper.

the precedent is simple: my emotions don't matter. fuck with me all you want, play the stupid game, but it's no different than a pokimane part two. that's the outcome. runnin around.

it's more interesting to watch me "squirm" than actually do anything. that's the joke everyone loves. it's the gift that keeps giving, until it just doesn't. there's already pretty early-mid signs, i'm tired. i'm sick of this in general. it's a formality to be here, nothing more, nothing less.

"love" is a very shallow term in my eyes these days, so don't take it too personally. or do. i don't really care. no one's involved in my life. pure companionship is whatever, i'd just get another cat.