2024-09-23 fruit, chocolate, cracker, finale

We would have to die first. bites lip - Lily, in regards to death

taking some time off from recording. i don't want to be back, because everyday with this, is square zero. that is the intention, to quit. i'm going to put my best foot forward to rid myself of this persistent harm in my life. i hope you respect my choice. it's been a long time coming, and it's been incredibly hurtful. take care. 2024-09-23 11:07pm

==don't get too comfy, it'll be my pleasure to nuke the entire island, you're all corrupt. nice chatter at the office though, isn't it? don't say i won't do it, because i will. love? yeah i've loved. key suffix -ed. i'm sure twitch or youtube would love to know why all their creators are either complicit, or actively taking a role in abuse, sexual abuse.==

l8er.

crystal clear: lily participates, pre-meditates ==sexual abuse==

hard launch 5-17. what a strange way to describe a relationship that should have been launched forever ago? see, i never understood this going into it blind. they never really were friends. this is the initiation of the "break-up" by the way. i get word of the concept of me being denied, in a delayed format, which is the chosen format of conversation.

left March 26 is just the first mention of my existence. that's just the little tanner. he's kind of a big deal.

![[2024-06-05 20-24-50.mp4]]

here's imane discussing exactly the opposite of the above on don't tell anyone

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Apr 09, 2024 - DTA Lily

this was the first public date that lily stated or suggested, or implied, or maybe? or you get the picture: "thought about getting a mansion/house/whatever"
- it was so ambiguously stated, i don't even know how to put it.
- this is just the first instance, so this has been pre-meditated for a very long time.
  - lily had the idea of me as an offlinetv member from the beginning, that's just facts.
    - she doesn't realize it would never work. period. this video proves so, alone.
      - you treat imane like she's your little play toy, the consent is so manufactured that you can see her feelings being played with in real time. specifically the baby part, i mean there's many, mind you. but seeing as how it's the opener of the premiering concept. yeah.
    - seems like as soon as lily can't do her sidebar, mask off, she just defaults to the basic live in past, or generic "you're short" negging manipulation mixed with elementary conversations about fighting gamess
  - Imane treated Lily like a friend, and a guest in her home and a guest on DTA. With respect, and actual attempt at friendship, over and over. That's just who she is.

==I'd also like to note the concept from the original has zero carry over. It may as well be zero, anyway. The concept of "SnS" is that Lily is a fucking retard, and an evil person and holds it back. The concept of whatever this video is, is Lily berates imane on a sidebar, or not sidebar, no holds bar because that makes too much sense, she needs bougee. Either way, she finds a way to be abusive. A guest in her house, no less. Thanks sidebar.==

Has no one ever sat down and pressed reset? Honestly. I understand there's no pause, but jesus christ this is really bad.

Lily mentions the mansion! GIVE ME A MANSION! FREE MANSION! mhm.

A mansion or a retirement home? - imane So true bestie. We were on the same page.


/sidebar/
/s/ = mask off

the sidebar concept is noticeably deleted from the current "iteration" of the show. why is that? it's because the sidebar is a moment for lily to consistently shit on imane and get away with it.

1:23 - women texting

both ways?

i: women should do it more often.
l: ya.

women should do it more often -> treat her like a baby

1:41 - the baby treatment aka humiliation tactics aka priming


i: EVIL!
s: mhm. you said it!

l: do you like it, the pain the pain?

2:40 - presidential themes aka destiny

l: give me a mansion.
s: ok.
i: a mansion, or a retirement home
s: i love you imane, you're way too good for these people.

3:11 - bag story, lil baby lily has a fixation on this story from reaction

s: from my perspective, this is lily's reaping of imane's abandonment. lily loves getting free shit from her friends. that's why she likes having a lot of rich friends. this is purely her insecurity. see, i reacted over the course of a few days to this event from the past back in may or whatever. the first reaction probably came off as not well thought out. because i'm not use to watching people dump a fuckload of money into people like that willy nilly. personally, i think the best gifts are pretty cheap. so that's my 2c. ultimately, i literally do not care about this event and lily has an oral fixation on it, because she gets to reap the rewards of preying on imane. she loves it. absolutely loves it. go watch footage of her at the party. she's ecstatic. shit. my mind consolidated that to memory quite swimmingly, for some reason. thanks mind. it makes a lot of sense. she loves the hunt, and sees reward. she literally looks like a young girl at a candy shop. that's just what it is nigga. cracka for the hasan lovers. i bet his cock is ginormous, eh lily? trust no one. i win, i don't lose to predators. isn't it funny how the huge takeaway on my end is lily's face on that day? gift bags? who the fuck cares. alls i ever said, was i can make a better one and it's like 100 - 150 dollars (that's far too much in broke boy)

4:55
competance/competance? how about balance you fucking witch. walk the plank dumb bitch.
confidence/confidence? how about balance you fucking witch. walk the plank dumb bitch.


8:57
toast makes an appearance to "hot-take" about cancellation, aka comes from nowhere, maybe losely attached, maybe not. the precursor was a taylor swift discussion about fandom and it's obnoxious nature.

"People on the internet get cancelled not based on whether or not they were right or wrong but how likable they are" precursor: taylor swift, DisguistedToast @ 8:57
s.note: in the same buck fifty monotous vibe, and sounds very sick. why are you on camera.

the girls both agree, bigly. swimmingly.

l: is that really a hot take?
t: yes, because if you tell people. you're really jsut siding with that side because you like that creator, they get upset because you're  questioning my morals. popular creator fans share same beliefs, never see people really disagree, or change their thoughts "i don't know if i really agree with that."

the girls, think cooking

t: poki understands a bit about, that feeling

s: what feeling toast? you simply stated the idea of that people don't really care about the truth.

t: that subsection of the internet, says the _right_ thing it doesn't matter, they dislike her.

s: interesting take on nihilism, have you considered not roping people into your misery. people do actually care, it's just easy to get caught up in lies and people's bullshit. parasocial is what you make of it, and you come with nihilism, or poor takes you get that exact same feedback loop that you so desire. imane's takes aren't perfect, but she is trying, and she is learning everyday. nor does she bring misery to the table with relentless nihlistic attitude of "durrrrrrrrr nothing matters..... heres is my stabby knife knife durrrrrrrrrrr."

the girls, agree agree, please stop! please stop!

s: please stop! please stop! oh my god please don't stab me!

i: here's my hot take, mellow. normalize, letting it mellow yellow.

lily creates a quandary if you will out of the location of the pee, and the consideration she should have of it. ex. in a neighbours toilet, public, your toilet. don't worry, it's not that funny. i just made it funnier, and shit i didn't even make it that funny

10:28
toast makes an appearance to talk about piss. mentions how he doesn't care about future generations, lovely. imane tries to counter. toast does aWaRe wE mocklingly. brilliant, toast, thank you for being a pretentious prick and a terrible friend, worse: a desperate lunatic, taking his guests for granted, and sharing his misery with the world. imane thanks him on the way out.

i: old people should die. *jesting, imane is a great auto complete artist*
l: she meant that you and die should both have to die first.

12:08
s: it seems like you're getting off to this a bit too much, innit lilz?
s: lily literally looks like she has a dick in her. say it ain't so, darling?

12:27
l: ate something rotten cuz he spittin.
s: just noteworthy.


13:03
another dating thing, valorant.
in rapid succession:
l: i need her
l: i can't find her.
l: i miss her
l: i want her
l: i don't have her.
s: interesting rapidfire, seems like you've done a lot of thinking.

i: need gf so bad, emphasis on the so bad
l: ooooooh.

13:18 - the greatest imane clip ever, also deeply disturbing from the other party.
i: ARF ARF
s: this might be my favourite imane clip ever
s: ARF ARF is also a subtweet/sym mention from early days, but that's not even what makes it great. 11/10 performance.
i: are you hot for me right now?
l: no. no.
i: you said you liked barking
l: i'm not into dogs, disgusting
s: are you sure about that lilz?
i: you like them enough!
l: weirrrrrrrrrd *slap*
s: why are you slapping yourself?


18:57 lily tells a story about violating imane's privacy
l: la di dah di da
ed: "is this an invasion of privacy?"
i: why are you reading my notebook *face/body buried into couch*
i: this is my private space! *nervous laughter*
s: yes, that's nervous laughter from imane, notice the inflection at the end. it's subtle, but it's there. i should know.
i: *is buried into couch playing random basketball*
l: it's impressive you're taking league seriously.
s: ok sensei, stay in your fucking lane and take people's personal thoughts, beliefs seriously, not for a sick game. when i raid my sister's closet, it's because i know exactly who she is. i know exactly how she'll respond to me reading her entire catalog. guess what she will only respond positively. 10/10 times. she's my sister, and we've shared a lifetime together. plus i tell her like two weeks after. not 6, 7 years or whatever afterwards, because i'm not terrified or guilty. the exact year doesn't even necessarily matter anymore. you get the point. good time to air out the dirty laundry, before you go in for the kill, huh? interesting intimacy, lilz.
l: i never did that.
i: yeah i'm a bit of a tryhard
s: good for you, that girl beside you is not a tryhard, she's the exact opposite. manipulate for laziness. automation in people, not tech. solve a problem by making more problems.







i: if it's not working out anymore, have him. 
l: michael and i would split the money *laugh*
s: kekw!

19:42 - coffee->imane brings up sweaty cheeks as flavour, because that's vivid and gets the point across->lily "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sex, how sex? imane sex."
i: not too long ago i was eating someone's sweaty ass
e: kek
l: /sidebar/ how does she know what sweaty butt cheeks taste like? i kinda wanna know, i kinda don't know wanna know.
s: get it? it's funny because she's a virgin. kekw.
s: why not just counter with colour. retard. oh wait, nevermind.

i: i've done enough of (crying recently)
l: awwoooooooooooooooohhh.......
s: crying about me, lol. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


20:20 - splitting
i: wanna date? pity date?
l: /s/ *earnestly,* noooooooooooo.
i: happy date, maybe?
l: /s/ ** nooooooooooooooo.
i: pretty please?
l: i'll do it if you venmo me.
l: 100 per day
i: you deserve 2 per day, you deserve more
l: _i'm going to split it with michael_ *big kekw*
s: so you're going to break us up, pre-meditated?
s: /s/ note that even imane thinks she's a drag here, happy date. she doesn't know how to tell the bitch no one likes her.

20:50 - sex game show
l: person who really wants to have sex with sig other, 5mil, 10mil
i: toxic of me, how much do i like them?
il: kekw kekw
i: marrying? not really working out, anymore? if it's not working out anymore, have him. if i actually think i'm going to marry him, we're financially stable enough, no thanks.
l: _michael and i would split the money_
l: KEKW KEKW KEKW just joking
i: *clueless* that's the kind of relationship i want. 
s: that joke is just so funny innit, though? it was a big kekw the first time over here, for certain.

l: honey if you, 20mil, would you do it
l: of course i wouldnt
l: think of the money
l: things we ccould do
l: if it ruins relationshg
i: 1mil threesome
l: BBG,GGB?
l: yes if i can clone michael
i: you can't clone michael
l: who says?
i: science.
l: oh my god!!
l: *desperate for pussy voice* why!!! who says!!
s: nice preying on abandonment, good one.
l: /s/ so not fun!! 
il: she won't let me clone michael!

i: 5mil, won't sleep alone. we can do it all together
i: she's texting michael for perms.
*phone ring*
m: hello
l: being recorded
m: why record?
l: ask q
i: fbi criminal investigation
s: that one made me laugh, good job imane, good timing.
l: excuse me
m: YES
m: i just heard yes
m: threesome, 5m? i don't think i can pay 5m to do that
i: kekw
m: whose threesome with?
i: lily is trolling, for 10million dollars would you let someone sleep with your partner, second variation 5mil for threesome. not solo dolo
m: i'd feel really left out, wouldn't
m: i would b e so scared and sad.
m: not worth the 5m
l: awwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
l: what if someone offered 20m
m: no.
l: awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
l: what if 50mil
m: guy or girl?
l: girl.
m: ok we can go back to 5m
l: wahhhh buy
i: do you accept wire?
l: we aren't doing this!!

l:/s/ i don't want to kiss her, like. *stern*

i: bold face lie to the camera like that, i know she wants to kiss me

i: stare into my eyes.
l: /s/ what is she on?

thank god we got imane arfing like a total badass out of this. that's the biggest W ever. amen brother. now that's woman.

alt text/alt story/basic: lily doesn't want imane to be with me, i'm broke, she just wants money, and for others to do all her work for her. she's stupid, lazy, and ill-equipped for real life. killer? yeah. 100%. she doesn't have the chance yet.