2024-10-09 pendant

2024-10-09

lasted so long

• healthy
• each have our own individual space, (regards to Michael)
  • career, whatever
    • you know
      • that actualyl helps us all
    • our space, own space, own career
      • seperated
    • respect what we do
  • easy to spend time together
    • we're our own individual person
      • we value our own space
    • he makes me laugh
      • that's my theory. ==this is a theory? mask off. I agree, it is a theory. Everyone is so entangled. Especially Michael. Maybe Jummy it's not✓ a theory, because he doesn't exist. Luckily the pendant is so minut, it can't play past it's own motif.==
• your mom
  • why do you say these things, yvonne
    • can you ask if they have a fifth?
      • if not can you invite
  • uhh
  • uhhh
    • yeah
      • let me know
    • ok
  • yeah
  • yeah
  • yeah
    • where the fuck are they
  • a lot of non answers
    • i'm really confused
  • i also don't know
    • don't raise your voice at me, yvonne ==you deserve so much better, i'm sorry.==
  • i don't like when you yell at me
    • messing with yvonne one of my favourite thigns to do ==mhm.==
  • yvonne i appreciate you
    • what?
      • what?
        • what?
          • what?
        • i'm so happy we're friends
      • i'm trying to be nice
    • you're a good person
  • ok ok
    • ok weird,
      • but now you keep laughing after you say it
    • i'm so shy ==so this is where imane learnt a way to avoid everything, and anything.==
      • we're going to ask when when they're here
    • what's so funny?
      • i'm trying to be serious
    • really genuine? really serious?
      • troll, you take it ==it's normal to be concerned about someone's tone when trying to convey information in communication. if someone's trying to run on game on you, this is it.==
        • more i laugh - ==quandry trip: abusing humour, in line with Michael's propensity to be incredibly dark baked in anywhere, and everywhere.==
          • not going to believe me
            • neverending cycle ==escape sequence, how get out?==
          • usually you say that in the way you troll ==confusion, disarray & override. Toast preys on this in conjunction with Lily. Monotonous. Abstract. Essentially Yvonne is always at odds with Toast no matter what. He loves it, too. She deserves way better. it's totally reasonable for Yvonne to want to be talked to like a human being, save a friend.==
        • i mean that from bottom of my heart, no ==sure you do, lily. Obfuscate.==
      • fucked that any time you say that, ==Can't obfuscate further? Writing generation.==
        • chatgpt, typing ==shameless diversion to A.I. writing. sad.==
      • chatgpt
        • sounded genuine
          • fuck you bitch
        • chatgpt
      • yvonne
    • back and forth
  • a.i.
• i would love to understand what's bothering you
  • open and honest
• my friend is lying to me
  • get through to her being real
    • regret?
      • mean to her
        • violate
          • policy
            • short response
    • regret
      • mean to her
    • regret
      • mean to herr
    • you're not being genuine to me
      • can we talk about what's going on
    • i truyl
  • soap opera
• soap
  • musical
    • mu

yvonne corners lily: yvonne expresses basic concerns on lily's confusing tone and demeanor towards her that lily can't reconcile yvonne's justified anger comes out, quite swimmingly. i understand why yvonne has this angry demeanor now, it's totally rational and normal.

• "trolling"
• "shy"

Consider noting for yourself how Lily even prompts ChatGPT, it's a solid self report. She monologued the whole thing. I'm just that good. Hell, I'd write the notes myself, but I have to get up for work tomorrow. I have a client meeting.

It's insanity that I've had this perception of Yvonne for so long. It seems that anger is so conditioned, such that she's been forgetting how justified it's been this whole time. Yeah, life is a simulation and some buck fifty A.I. musical. Amen brother. That's writing, you can do it Lily, replace the writer. This is why Unions and workers co-op even exist in the first place, because of people like Lily. Replace the Teacher too, good luck. ChatGPT is one of many learning tools, not unlike Google in many respects. It's a resource, it's not there to manipulate your friends when you can't answer to your twisted ideals.

I think Yvonne might become best girl in the IRL anime of life. That anger, when it persists in a light that isn't so twisted, is an important ingredient to actual friends.

Goodnight, it's past my bed time. sym.sc = writing generation for 5000 shitty filler episodes. lol i'm good, thanks though, lilz. 10:30pm 2024-10-09 10:41pm 2024-10-09 🎀 10:51pm2024-10-09 10:56pm - past my bed time

Toast (Dagger -res-> Dead Ringer), Yvonne takes the dropped dagger from the fallen Jeremy, and turns it on the ressurecting dead ringer, finishing him off as he slowly morphs back to life. She ties his coffin in tiny little bows, &sends him into the hole, no flowers, gift wrapped. Wow. Now that's narrative design. I'm just that good. I didn't even need to check out to Germany for a month to be genuine self. That is pristine!


That's all for now,
-s