2024-10-14 federal, p(l)andemic, trip

no excuses, time is now. it is in everyone's best interest to rid the demons from their proximity and any semblance of a public or private. time and time again this quartet+ have shown they have no interest in anything except leveraging their power as a content creator, influencer, and the summation of these things, playing their friends in the both the public and private. the tactics are simple, use the public to obfuscate, or in other words, use the audience to facilitate in the masking of the manipulation.

Cope. Denial. Common hallmarks of very strong persistent problems, that people ignore, or try to find a way around, rather than handling it. The situation is not that untenable, yours and everyone else's future depends on it.

how is it that someone like FedMyster is suddenly touching Lily too? no one finds Lily that hot, or intriguing to ever do that, let's be honest with ourselves. there's plenty of clips of imane and fed having so much fun together, there was never anything up, until Lily steps in. that rapey touch stuff is purely lily. not saying Fed isn't an idiot, he is. but so is imane. imane has been wrapped up in this entanglement from the very beginning. that's why lily drew the lines for her, lily is in love (her type of love) with imane to a disturbing degree. she's been using imane to have both at the same time, taste of fed, taste of imane, ultimately i get imane. so i can keep doing the same thing.

Say it ain't so. Mhm.

it's no surprise here, either. two girls for me, imane, rachell. if i can handle it or not is one question, whether lily can handle it, is another. it's her dream to draw that division thinking that i can't handle it. it's her dream to believe that she can draw that division further for her own self fulfilling rape fantasy.

Two girls is "nothing" for me, I tend to lean towards being reasonable, and setting up a system that works, to facilitate the relationship. It's them being one if the girls are ok with it. I understand the level of craziness all this shit is, and I think some of it is ok. Double trouble is something I don't particularly even like, but if it can work, it can work. Try? I'm not winning, even if people see it like that. I don't care. I like to see others win, sometimes more than myself.

sykkuno is a lily creation, solely. this is how he came to be. he plays both sides because he has a decent enough charm. my inkling is that he is also just there to ultimately draw divide. now, i wouldn't include him in the core, he can fizzle out. however, he is another form of lily entrenchment. it's eternal entanglement. OfflineTV is a sinking ship, and if you don't recover the ship, you should simply just jump off. it's better in the waters.

The ship hit the iceberg on inception.

my suggestion is everyone gets on board with the media company, rachell's. it's the best alternative, and people will be able to show their true creativity, without any borders. you can content create, write if that's what you want to get into, actually do music, etc. developing your own talent, without the rapey sex house shit. that's the alternative, since OfflineTV is held hostage by criminals who engage in sex abuse.

Inceldom. Queendom. What's the difference?

you should feel like you're alone in this world, because you are. lily follows order of operation tactics, thankfully for me, i work on her time. she can't handle who i am, and never will be able to. she's calculated, even if she is an idiot. she gets in first, does the calculation, and strikes along with her goonies.

Get in early, and everyone will think you're a mathematician.

the level of convolution, pretension here is so extraordinary, that all of you should be a proud of where you are. & know that once your rid the demons, it is a new life. it is a reset. there's nothing untrue about this. how railroaded everyone's been over the years, you should see girls like yvonne, sydney, imane, and more, all at high risk of severe mental health crisis'. no matter how ironclad people may come off in the streamer space, we all know this is bullshit. the public/private pretension is designed to make you feel empty.

The convolution of the idea of public/private becomes less impulsive, as relationships heal, and the sounds & snapshots normalize, and begin to process from a lengthy history of neglect.

truth of the matter is that, dating your viewers is a good thing. you simply have to create an audience that isn't designed to facilitate crimes, and act as a trophy for sex abuse. this is why you should be proud of where you're at if you're acting in good faith. how your viewer(s) approach the relationship is exactly what to look for. i'm a writer, and i'd love to have love. private/public is a matter of health. simple example: shroud/mike ; bnans/hannah. super healthy relationship and it's obvious, it shows. it's never hyper public, it's never hyper private. it's just healthy. these are people who are friends with you, but refuse to ever be entangled in your dogshit.

Not sure if the origin of that relationship, in terms of viewer->friend->relationship, however most things start out as observation. It applies to every single relationship, almost ever. The difference is the action. Infatuation? Nah. That's what Lily loves to project, limbo on to Imane, perma-infatuation. Similar to perma-frost in the way nothing grows. That's her garden. My garden tends to have many-a-plants, many-a-flowers, many-a-wildlife such as cute little birdies, and squirrels, bunnies. I'm not too keene on a hellscape.

a couple like that will never accept many things with you, until the adults in the room aren't rapists. you're also fooling sponsors, as well. the false promise there also applies. cut your losses, that's what people tend to believe, you can gain trust faster, stronger with a better framework. "the sky is the limit" yeah i agree. especially when it comes to partnerships. first, though, you need a sky. if red bull is a disguised sponsorship, set up a meeting to retain it for yourself. just like that, you have more trust than before. did i say it was easy?

Risk is good if you go the distance, &you like the people. Mistakes are fine, insofar as you have the intent to grow, and you're getting a nice little rush during the process of trying to make moves for the betterment. Business ventures fail all the time, but it's not failure, because they're constantly venturing. Unknown, or not.

free real estate, is correct, ladies & gentlemen. my own words. lily loved repeating them, too, when i talked about the idea of having imane as my girlfriend. the difference was that i actually do love her, then again, shit, lily loves the shit out of her too. motive. motif. one motif, that's what lily plays. jellyfish, yeah sure. iridescent to the sea, as i recall? find me at the river shore, proof that i exist.

"Free real estate, if he loves her, this is the love." - LilyPichu, Game Jam 2024

people have a skewed perception of writing from this. lily is a writer of my life insofar as she's a writer of her own music. she does nothing, plays one motif, calls herself an artist, hires three producers with the intent on four. she thinks like she actually is a kpop star, who work 10+ hours a day to live their dream. both learning how to play music, or the theory, the dancing, the producing, etc.

I'm so cruel, I basically am a writer in her world. Why am I uncredited? Hm.

lily does none of these. she doesn't even practise her vocals, and that's what she's there for, isn't it? that insecurity to even begin to be an artist, is so daft and confusing, such that it only makes me think she's using art as a way to control, manipulate, power trip, maintain power over friends, and facilitate the creation of sykkuno-likes so she can consolidate such power, or i guess "sym-likes" as well, laugh out loud, or rolling on the floor laughing if you will. laughing my ass off.

kekw history lesson: kek = orcish for laugh. kekw, w for big face, kek for? just because an orc laughs, doesn't mean they're laughing hysterically.

so tell me, friends. has your time been wasted? do you feel like your life has been burnt, Imane, Yvonne? because i feel you so true. you have 1000% a legal case here, more than you may ever know. the curb is designed as a barricade for your vehicular device. that's exactly what lily is, she's a vehicle to entrap, entangle, that's her de_vice. no more, no less. curb would be a pleasure. the concrete is as asexual as ever in the real world

To dust? Keep dreaming, hey Lily, I'm sure someone can set you up with a construction job. I'm sure that vast contact list can do so.