Parked for tomorrow's recordings％writing. 2024-10-29

2024-10-29 10:15PM CST, down with this shit. -s GULP 💮🟤🚽 10:30PM CST -s ==if you want to concept symbol art with me, next time just ask. it's a real art, and it is adjacent to the idea of convolution. it just never gets there, because in some cases it requires research and eventually real explanation.==

Considerations

#The_Riddler #Phase #Pathetic #Sad #Get_The_Fuck_Out_Of_My_Life_You_Useless_Worthless_Cunt_I_Agree_With_Your_Mom_Youre_A_Lousy_Musician_Artist_Human

#Countdown #Timer #Desparate ARCANE I🕦S IN 10 MINS ⢄ 🍞ARC🔃ANE IS IN🍹 9 MINS ARCANME IS IN 7 MINS ⢤ tick 🍹 "🤖oh my god. i am going to cum… oh no… i am going to cum… oh no. i am going to cum… oh my💦🚽 god. Lily.🚽 Your booty from behind is so thin💦. You are also short. My cock is 5.61171353% of your height. T💦hank you. #LilyToast " #💮🍞 2021 2020 💦2019 2325018-2017 2690-120239010093258709328570 GULP tick ⌛? ⏰💦 🕐💮 ⢂ 🛢🟤🚽 GULP #Accessibility #Convience #♿ #Free_Use GULP 🟤 🔃ck GULP #LilyToast 💦💦 #💦 ⏲o ⠩ ⢊ ⠗ ⡀⠅⠴ ⅋

ARCANE IS IN 2MINUTES ∱ GULP #🟤 m! m! m! al! al! al! 💦💦 #💮🍞 m! m! m! fd! fd! fd! s! s! s! ⠩⠏⢤⢄..⢂ m! m! m! m! al! al ⠱ ⠧ s! s! ⠱⠩⠏ GULP #🟤 ∱ 💦💦#💮🍞 i! i! i! i! i! i! i! i! sm! sm! sm! sm! j! j! j! j! j! ∱ GULP #🟤 ∱ #🚂 #Chugga #Chugga #Chugga #Choo #Choo / #Jummy ⅋🛡🥕🐰 #Flower / i! i!⠴ i! 🍊i! i! -i! #💜🧡 ar!⠅ ⠢＆ 🦭🍊ar!⢤ ar! ar! ar! ar🍊 ⠗ ⡀⠅! ar! 🦭 #🐢 i! #⌛ -i! -i! fd! fd! s! s! sy! s! m! m! m! al! al! al! m! m! m! m! al! al! m! ∱ GULP 💦💦#💮🍞 / #Jummy #🟤 #🚽 txt. / i! i!⡀⠅⠴ i! / i! i! i! i! / i! i! i! ar! ar! ar! j! j! j! j! j! ⢊ ta! ta! ta! ta! ta! ta! ta! ta! ta! ta! ta! ∱ GULP 💦#💮🍞 ≣≣≣ #Jummy #JummyLily #🟤 #🚽 GULP ✅ / fd! fd! fd! fd! fd! sy! sy! sy! sy! s! s! s!🐀 👨‍🍳 m! m! m! m! m! m! #Magnum_🟤pus #🟤 #GULP #JummyLily / al! al! al! !sy !sy !sym

⠏ 💜🧡 ARCANE IS IN 50 SECONDS ⨏ ⠅ ⠢ 🐀 👨‍🍳 ARCANE IS IN 15.2223333 SECONDS

ARCANE IS IN 2.3893 SECONDS 🕰 ⢂ 🧡-s-i -sym-pookie ARCANE IS IN 1.24782 SECONDS ⨗💜 #Lilyfication

draw ==lol this bitch just wanted her colour lmao, that's extent of the relationship, in utmost warm-eth fashion ever.==
- draw
  - draw
    - draw
      - draw
        
        draw
        
        THE END IS NEAR
        
        draw
      - draw
    - draw
  - draw
- draw
draw Oh my god. Lily I like Peaches.. I once ate Peaches not from a can the texture, oh my god… they were thicker than your booty. #🍑 #LilyToast #Doggie_Style #Animal #aNIMAL_PLANET
- draw
  - draw
    - draw
      - draw
        
        draw
        
        THE END IS NIGH
        
        draw
      - draw
    - draw #Oldest_Game_In_History #Get_The_Fuck_Out_Of_My_Life_You_Useless_Worthless_Cunt_I_Agree_With_Your_Mom_Youre_A_Lousy_Musician_Artist_Human
  - draw
- draw
draw
- How it could it not be true? She's literally listening to everything I've ever said. Just twisted it to her game. Just like everyone else. #MeToo
  - draw
    - draw
      - draw
        
        draw
        
        draw
        
        draw
        
        draw
        
        draw
      - draw
    - draw
  - draw
- draw
  - YOU PULLED YVONNE
    - ⚰
  - YOU PULLLED SCARRA
    - ⚰
  - YOU PULLED QUARTERJADE
    - ⚰
  - YOU PULLED SYDEON
    - ⚰
  - YOU PULLED …
    - ⚰⚰
      - #Alcoholism #Alcohol 🍹
        
        #Last_Cup_Of_XYZ #Sym_Addiction #Grow_Up #Go_to_Prison #Get_Litigated_For_All_Of_Your_Money
        
        #Rich_Boy #uno #Broke_Girl #LilyPichoo #Pied_Piper #ERP #DungeonsANDDragons #🚂 #Chugga #Chugga #Choo #Choo #LilyToastMichaelJummy
    - ==ITS PUBLIC DOMAIN CARDS!!! squeaks, then mouth breaths then pretend cries I AM ANIME!==
      - #Consent #Consent_Violation #Manufacturing #Embellishment #Make_Shit_Up #Public_Humiliation #Public_Perception
      - #Idealization -> #Devaluation
      - aka
        
        #sex -> #anger -> no rinse, many-a-repeats. #repetitive #consistent #Obfuscate #Audience #Audience_Warp
        
        #ToastLily #Severe_Anger_Problems #Sex_Regulation #🍞💮 #Sym_Addiction

**Next thing you know: Lily will be trying to write herself into Chess. I mean, only if y'know, she could find a way to kill all friends with OfflineTV'ified' Chess pieces. I think you play Chess sober for the most part, right? It's all about that ELO. 1v1? Nah. Also a problem. Pass, no draw. Failure is inevitable. **

#Lilyfication #Medevil #Oldest_Game_In_History #Reinvent #Rewrite_The_Stars #Rewrite -s 2024-10-29 9:23PM CST

stars = pied piper
- i am pied piper
  - all my friends are instruments in a card game
    - ==what ruleset are we working with here? draw yvonne, draw scarra? draw? draw? draw? draw? draw? draw? draw? draw? draw? draw? dr —==
  - Albert - Cards/Violin | Mother - (necessarily) **Cards/**Violin
    - Albert/Mother Main Instrument: #Violin
      - Ultimate Instrument: #Magic ≆ #Music
        
        Manifests as #Sex_Abuse #Sexual_Abuse #Domestic_Abuse #Criminality #Pied_Piper
      - Mother's Instrument: #Violin & #NULL
        
        aka mother null value for cards aka unset value #Convolution #Prey #persecution #LilyPichoo #Projection #Late_Stage_Mental_Illness #Borderline_Personality
        
        Manifests as preying on #Bipolar_Disorder and any #persecution #delusion incl. #Manufacturing #In_House to those susceptible i.e. less "severe" conditions in relation to persecution #Autism #Depression #Group_Psychosis #Trust #Safety #Audience #Audience_Warp #Feedback_Loop
        
        #Mother #instrument #matriarch
        
        ==I just love moms so much. -s. 2024-10-29 10:04PM CST ⌛==
    - Emotion: #Resentment
    - Sexual Conundrum: #Incest & #In_The_Dark

If you live in the OfflineTV house, I strongly recommend you to reconsider. Lily is entering her "lucid" phase. Her mind has woken up, and she's putting more effort into her drawings all of sudden. They're also to do with cards. Liar's Bar, whatever, the point is that cards are almost exclusively used to gamble. Sym, yes me, has unlocked her mind for her. She's suddenly learnt the discipline to draw better. Congratulations, it only took a quarter of a century, and the vile twisting of basically every single person in proximity or satellite, including the audience.

It's true. Lily feels more seen than she's ever been before. That means the sym influence is very real. I implore you to look at the list on the left hand side, and look at the amount of recordings. Now times that by the past year, and stack on a fuck ton of writing, including Imane's work, Steven's work, and everything inbetween that leads back to similar values and interests. In other words, my influence on Lily isn't a good thing for you. It's anger. It's passive aggressiveness. It's escalating. She's aware she can't do her sex games, easily, or ever with anyone.

Lily still desparately feels like she's a part of the project. It doesn't help that lots of the text necessarily includes her. That's good enough for her as being part of the project, you see? My influence to her, is discipline. Telling her, her art sucks, basically everything about her sucks, and especially her art. That's a skill she unironically loves. Shocker. She simply has had no discipline before, and would rather just use it to manipulate people.

Today, suddenly there's more vivid, or "lucid" dreaming going on. The cards are a dream. They necessarily have to be in this context. Writing yourself in to medevil setting, aka Queen, King, Jack, Joker, and in this case Ace, is no more a callback to Pied Piper era. The 15th century. You must see it like this. This because, this is what Lily's delulu is basically. It's essentially the same thing as a typical delusion, even if inside the mind it is different. It simply manifests the same way as delulu to the external. It's end game convolution. Get better at art, people are more like "wow, you've improved so much."

Truth is, even if your art suddenly gets more effort put into it, you still have the intent to kill your friends. You still have the intent and the maintenance involved to sexually abuse your friends. It's simply end game desparation. I will put more time into my art, so it's easier for people to see the improvements, how little there may even be.

Congratulations, you put more effort into being an artist for the first time in your Lily. Doesn't that bother anyone reading this? Personally, I think it spells disaster. The current people living in OTV house are almost certainly delusional themselves. See, Lily sees herself as the Pied Piper. Everyone is an instrument to her, she's essentially trying to create a forcefield around everyone she touches. So she necessarily preys on vulnerable. 

It's rational to presume they're all delusional. Meaning consent really isn't an option in their case. Domestically speaking, they're locked in. They have barrels upon barrels of stuff, entangled one way or another. That's delusional in and of itself. To not see any signs in that position, and to necessarily set up an entangle for yourself. What Lily does is no secret. It's simply been so warped over and over, and she tends to love people who can't think for themselves, delusive.


Good for you Lily, you finally put more effort into your lucid dreaming cards.  Idealized murder in the form of gambling. Drinking. Russian Roulette for cards, maybe. That's what you call end game. $1 -> $2.50. I suppose that's a compliment of sort. Congratulations.

Ace. Anger. -s [[2024-10-29]] 8:41PM
Keep playing, you're seethrough to me.

==Personally, I wouldn't want my friends to live a vicious circular game. Anyone in that house is at risk for losing their lives. That's just what it is. You have an obligation if you're a friend to one of them to tell them to get the fuck out. It's a cult house, nothing less. It's Jonestown for weebs.==

Nope. Draw a card. Nope. Draw a card. *bleh* you drew Yvonne. I'm curious, what is the ruleset for the card game? Are you developing a set of rules, or a law? Curious. Because gambling necessarily implies regulation. Or lack thereof I suppose. Structure? Nah. Effort? Possibly. Although, the liquor will do most of the heavy lifting.

If someone warns you that your life is endanger many-a-times, and their supposed friends, lets say, all agree that they're beyond creepy, and beyond reproach, with everything connected. What do you do? Do you drink with them? Do you commiserate with them? Do you obsessively talk about food, even though a certain bread guy is obsessed with laying bread crumbs, to what exactly? That's crime. That's a career criminal you sit with. That's your life. It's not a Murder Mystery Live Event, it's your life. There's a difference. They share a room with a potential killer for a few hours, tops. Then they go home and spend a nice night with their significant other. 

You're in a house. You have a fuck ton of stuff. You are entrenched from the get go. Now stack on delusive, inside out. It's more of a forcefield, the deluge of it all. These people have no chance of living the way I see it. Anniversary of sym.sc is December. I could see OTV household members dying before the end of the New Year.

That's all for now. Seriously consider what card games mean to anyone. What the medieval times. The origin of card games. Alcohol. Quit the shit, until your life allows it to come back into existence. You are not only pissing your life away in your late 20's early 30's, you're actively setting up a home run for a set of killers.

You should have left to an apartment, yesterday. The drawings/art is becoming much more regular and she's not going to stop. A spike in improvement is dire. Lucid dreaming. The cards, Albert, lucid. Endgame. Art is necessarily manipulation, sex, violence to her. There's no way around it. Just because your art improves slightly, it doesn't delete your browser history, or the damage you've caused to every single person you must necessarily have an intimate relationship with. Everyone.


with love,
-s [[2024-10-29]] 8:54PM

quick list of deluge themes for lucid card art
- the cards #In_The_Dark
  - albert #Love_Letter #Violin #Resentment #The_Cards
  - "i hate you, i love you, i hate you, i love you, i hate you i love you, i hate you i love you. i hate. i hate. i hate. i hate. i hate." #Anger #Ultimate #Return_Mass_Killing
    - sleight
    - musical
      - violin
        
        mother
        
        resentment ✔
- medieval 15th cent
  - card thematic ✔
  - pied piper ✔
- friends ==Toast drinks the least, wonder why? I already know why. Keep your senses sharp, and the woman's dulled or piqued, and muted. Blind is even better. Can't see straight? Perfect. ayy bud? what's gucci my doggie. I happen to be a fan of the mirror as well, it just so happens that the mirror is reality. Except, is it? Chemistry thinks otherwise.==
  - instrument -> pied piper
    - delusion
      - persecution
        
        alcohol #Substance_Abuse #MichaelReeves #LilyPichoo -silent-> #Jummy #Toast
        
        cards #Violin
        
        gamble #Reprisal
        
        roulette #Surprisal
        
        surprise!
        
        surprise!
        
        surprise!
        
        surprise!
        
        surprise!
        
        project
        
        project
        
        project
        
        project
      - project
    - project
  - project
  - risky
    - behaviour
      - dark #MichaelReeves
        
        substance-abuse #MichaelReeves #LilyPichoo
        
        "out to get me, one way or another" #persecution
        
        systemic #prey #intentional
        
        friends
      - offlinetv
  - house
    - Pied Piper -> OTV House
      - instruments are the following:
        
        Lily
        
        Toast
        
        Jummy
        
        Michael
        
        #co-conspirators
        
        #instruments
        
        #non-delusive #instrument #incestual
        
        #Violin
        
        #instrument
        
        #Mother
        
        #Resentment
        
        #Violence
        
        #Cards
        
        "it's not in the cards."
        
        "surprise!"
        
        #Birthday #Timing
        
        "surprise!"
        
        "surprise! look at the improvements i made to my art, sym"
        
        "aren't you proud of me?"
        
        "surprise!"
        
        "no. no. i'm not."
        
        bleh all of otv dead because she resents her mother
        
        violin is the original instrument
        
        it's trauma
        
        manifested in
        
        a severe, and criminal manner.
        
        it's a prison cell
        
        not pride.
        
        #Lily_Mom #Who_Is_She
        
        She's probably a fine lady. Sorry Ms. Ki. The violin is a fine instrument, and I'm sure you weren't too hard on her. She just simply couldn't ever handle herself.
        
        I look forward to meeting you Ms. Ki, while your daughter is in prison. Maybe her brother too? I don't know. Anyway, let's get coffee Ms. Ki. You can't be any worse than your daughter, and I guess brother as well. Both holding wealth over your head while you work a normal job out in Jersey. I just love moms. I also could use a quick violin lesson, just the basics in a nut shell. I won't be fucking you because I already have a couple of moms. Thanks, though. It probably gets lonely having your children be public criminals with way too much money, and influence.