#LilyKi FULL ADMITTANCE TO SEXUAL ABUSE AND THERE BEING A LARGER TRAFFICKING RING BEHIND HER IS IN CONTAINED IN THIS VOD
2024-11-11 same shit different day ~10:30am, 10:42am ==#LilyJeremyMichaelJoseBrodinDanielThomasSeanUguubear essentially run like an LLM. aka an a.i. They scrape infinite data, and it goes where? Just to Lily? Nah. We know it goes to the rest of the criminals listed here, but who else? ==
If you think that #ImaneAnys doesn't need to be in a hospital, yesterday, then what the fuck? -s. 2024-11-111:41PM CST
2024-11-11 4:40PM CST
Ok, this case is basically over on my end. It's all there in terms of confessional.
2024-11-11 5:53PM
#LilyKi FULL ADMITTANCE TO SEXUAL ABUSE AND THERE BEING A LARGER TRAFFICKING RING BEHIND HER IS IN CONTAINED IN THIS VOD
#Investigation #Smoking_Gun #Case_
STARTING AT 26:40 until 1:02:35
Twitch streamer song
The only "trick" here at play is #Splitting & #Sym is said directly, as a #Cry_For_Help. This entire segment is just "waiting for a sign" which is essentially "please sym, save us from this scourge." It's all there.
Recall that my twitter @sym1e was incredibly isolated. 0 follows 0 following. I'm not the only one doing this. Isolate. Scrape. Learn. Naturally, #ImaneAnys is a test subject and victim of a live human experiment #Induced_Delusional_Disorder #Shared_Psychotic_Disorder_With_Sexual_Delusions. Which may as well function like an LLM, one way or another. #Stalking -> #Criminal_Organization of developers, stalk, develop, stalk, develop. It's all development to them. The timeline with the advent of A.I. makes sense, and criminals will do anything for efficiency, just like clear-net business. Also recall how reliant this group got on the #Pandemic. This was the pique of their lives, by their standards. Prod. -s.
What if we could implement an A.I., LLM, directly into a person, essentially mind controlling them? It'd be like she's everyone's girlfriend. #Hotwife #Free_Use #Human_Sex_Trafficking #Human_Trafficking #Human_Automation #Programming_Humans #Spade #BWNO # π³ββ§ #Bunny #Voice_Training #Voice_Fetish #Fake_Voice ==We could get #Pokimane on the phone with anyone.== #Catfishing #Catfish #idealization #LLM #Voice #Voice_Training #Information_Security #Federal_Crime #Big_Tech #FBI #International #AI_Abuse #LLM #Disinformation #Campaign ==Bait and switch. AI Poki -> Real Poki. She'll do anything we tell her to do. &then so will they.==
-> point #Informants #LilyJeremyMichaelJoseBrodinDanielThomasSeanUguubear ->Lily doesn't like this idea, it's too far. Naturally, she goes along with it, she has to. Naturally, she'd go along with it anyway. The rest are anchored, as well. #Fall_Guy #To_Dust #Into_Dust -s.
2024-11-11 12:57PM. yikes. I'm going to go make music for awhile. It's calling me.
This LLM is created with stalking, catfishing in mind. Sock puppeting is just a distraction from a potentially serious case of A.I. abuse, possibly the first ever large scale one. -s. Offline. The language verse. -sym
Rid this scourge from this planet. -s.
#Jellyfish, #Blue_Heart -> going to the beach
- #Blue_Heart I'm sad
- #JellyFish I'm happy with my girls
- Jellyfish can be a euphemism for #Human_Trafficking
- ==Recall that music is the backdoor for this case.== #Rewrite_The_Stars
- "Trying kpop"
- It's not kpop. So why bother make a korean version? Love letter to dad, mom maybe? I don't think, so, personally. Lily hates her dad, her mom doesn't care. She's in on it, as far as I'm concerned. "Lily is now the woman of the house -Daniel.
- Hurtful things
- What's the extent of this? Recall that Lily even wanted to share her criminal journal. 0:33
- & Recall that the "journal" shown on #SweetNSourPodcast was completely manufactured, and was more of a sketchbook, a storybook of sort, rather than a real journal.
we exposed our diaries to the publics eye for the first time. Don't think anything encapsulates Sweet n' Sour more than their diaries. ***Lily is the very sour one here.*** Please write down diary samples in the comments below as well as GUESTS!! Let us know who you would want as our potential guests!- 49:46 - #Ceiling_Fan "No one is part of a plan."
- 1:01:44 -
- 1:02:44 - #ImaneAnys shit like this makes life so #Surreal (covid)
- moments like those feel so strangely invasive #MichaelReeves #LilyPichu
- #ImaneAnys Mental dissociation "I'm just a character in a book."
- ==that's the way people treat me.==
- 1:02:54
- those moments of invasiveness make my life feel
- like a teddy bear
- that's been cut open
- and
- flipped
- inside
- out
- for
- the
- world
- to
- see
- what's
- inside
- 1:03:00
- i'm currently
- having
- a
- brief
- lapse
- :03
- will be the first time in my life that i've felt this way
- but it's also the first time #Induced_Delusional_Disorder #Shared_Psychotic_Disorder_With_Sexual_Delusions
- i've gone into such shock #Shock_Collar #BIG_SHAQ
- i couldn't sleep
- for
- two days
- 1:03:12
- woke up with anxiety every morning
- and then for the next few as well
- 1:03:14
- luckily,
- i believe in myself,
- and my body
- to
- get
- back
- to
- normal
- always
- something
- positive
- that's
- something im immensly grateful for
- optimist
- it serves me greatly
- then a bunch of gratefuls
- it serves me greatly
- luckily,
- 1:03:14
- 1:03:12
- i found my old document 1:03:37
- ==devaluation
- ==Lily & co. know that, this is their doing. So #LilyKi is going to make it a joke, naturally, which is #Twenty_Four_Seven==
- Me:
- What's the capital of #Florida?
- #Incest
STUDIO BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH #DanielKi #Sezurin
- excuse me can you take a still tiktok for us
- #Incest
- so embarassing
- so good
- i hope you clean as well as a roomba
BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH- oh this one's a classic
- let me see your sweet feet
- corn toesie woeises
- corn right for suckling
- #Foot_Fetish
- resturaunt
- eggslut
- so good
- why would they put egg in front of your
- What's the capital of #Florida?
- name
- kookie
- freaks 1:04:34
- do you think #Minecraft #vIllager nose looks like penis?!
BAUAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHHAAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
- ==devaluation
- right
- how would i know
- is that in a journal
- everything he has said
- wrote down
- that's weird
- write a book of michael thoughts
- dicks villagers insane
- i want that on a t shirt
- most romantic
- stage relationshisiip:
- mending book in minecraft
- only one i have
- got it for you
- mending book in minecraft
- i only bring underwear
- lways twice a day on vacation
- shit in underwear
BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
- stage relationshisiip:
- i like this one
- why did i have the picture of the prettiest girl to the right
- i look to the right it's a mirror #ToastLily #Cuck
- so romantic, he spit in eyeball
- d oyou want me to slurp it out
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHJAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA- so you laugh at everything they say #ImaneAnys #Aware 1:05:51
- so romantic, he spit in eyeball
- Jellyfish can be a euphemism for #Human_Trafficking
Oct 8, 2024
- have you guys talked to chatgpt recently
- ==YES!==
- recently
- yes
- really?
- have you done the verbal one
- man i really want to talk to someone
- just for fun, right?
- it's actually getting better and better,
- &
- it's kind of creepy :21
- it's actually getting better and better,
- answer in realtime
- voice fluctuations
- can be your chatgpt #Red_Flag
- yes
- hold on let me be your voice filter
- hello chatgpt!
- i can't find a good
- just pretend
- hello chatgput
- hello leslie
- wow i didn't expect for you to respond
- recently
- i always respond to you 1:05
- i'm so nervous #Stutter
- ==why? is she the premiering candidate for the #Catfishing #Artificial_Intelligence being developed? -s. ==
- ok
- ok
- ok
- do it again
- one more time
- hey chatgpt
- do it again
- hello leslie!
- how'd you know my name
- was i not suppose to
- i think i told you at some point
- maybe
- move the fuck on
- so, how are you
- i'm doing very good leslie
- now that i'm talking to you
- relationship between me and you is
- what it is
- what can we define our relationship as
- well we just met! how can we be friends
- i've known you for a very long time 1:55 #Stalking #CyberSec #Information_Security
- leslie,
- uhhh
- no, i just downloaded the app 30 minutes ago
- i've been in your computer for the past 3 years
- ==she's describing viruses, worms, rootkits etc. not A.I. however, these things can easily scrape information to develop one. 2024. -s.==
- i know everything about you #FBI #Law_Enforcement #Truth #Red_Flag #Either_Way #Information_Security #OpenAI #ChatGPT #Big_Tech #Implication
- where did i go to college
- college
- where did i go to college
- ah
- got em
- UCI
- you went to UCI
- yeah
- UCI
- yeah, oh wow ==#LilyKi isn't even friends with these people. BIG SHAQ. -s.== #Mans_Not_Hot
- damn, i wish-i wish 2:30
- i'm college educated
- don't brag
- don't brag
- sorry
- i'm college educated
- i got my degree from ?? #Leslie
- uhhh
- haha
- are you all college educated
- mhm
- dropped out
- nice #miyoung
- what did you major in #Yvonne
- communications
- definitely not communications
- #Liberal_Arts
- #Sociology β #Yvonne
- #Business?
- Leslie yelled it out like three times ==not paying attention, trying to save her image aka #Perception #Abandonment #Idealization, due to perceived #devaluation and subsequent perceived #Abandonment by #Audience.==
- #BIology #Leslie
- by
- #Veternarian #Leslie
- what did you study before drop-out?
- #Miyoung #Psychology
- look at us
- wow
- wow
- what an eclectic group ==Nope. I've done my fair share of both Biology and Psychology, plus I'm tried to do entry for "communications major," instead I decided to do both. Writer & also a developer. At the same time. Abnormal Psychology was my favourite Psych class, eh lilz? -s.==
- look at us guys
- wow
- psychol
- wow
- are you all college educated
- i'm so nervous #Stutter
- ==YES!==
- ai art
- interesting
- because
- whenever i see it
- you can tell it's a.i. art
- fingers super messed up
- whenever i see it
- ears
- sometimes
- weird things about it
- after a certain point
- samesies
- especially anime art
- but the hands
- is the biggest tell
- it's so funny
- you can tell that's a.i. art
- effects
- a.i. art
- weird subject
- start
- with
- more nuance?
- in subjects like this 0:46
- start with
- like
- i
- wish
- there
- were
- more
- nuance
- in
- subjects
- like
- this 0:53
- discuss both sides
- &
- then -> conclusion 0:55
- but
- it seems like, a serious topic
- a lot of people
- are very quick
- you're either with us, or you're not. #Polarized #Polar
- so if you defend a.i. art at all
- it jumps to
- defending stealing smiles from artists 1:10
- point point point point #Hand_Gesture // #Hand_Covering_Laugh #Crossed_Hands #Handshake ==All over the place, hands, point.== #Point ==Up, down, left, right.== #Combowhore #Konami #Code #Cheat
- it's soooooo opposites.
- still smiling
- opposite #Spectrum
- that it's, it's, it's, it's #Stutter #Speech #DanielKi
- very difficult
- to talk about
- it #Boom ==such that is necessarily implied here, she completely skipped over it, she's not allowed to talk about nuance.== #Ghosting #splitting
-such that-I can't talk about nuance ==Notice how she's rustling around her chair, like she's restless? We all know that's not #ADHD but instead #Internal_Strife ==
- not that i agree with it.
- ==it's very difficult to talk about, it
such that-I can't talk about nuance.- **This means she's necessarily hiding something. She skipped over the clarification, that has to be there, otherwise it's incomplete. She's not allowed to talk about anything related to A.I. Polarizing. She doesn't want to clarify anything. Why? at the very least #Uguubear -s. **
- ==We can also note the #Shifty_Eyes or #Flippant #Eye_Rolling like she feels very uncomfortable like all eyes are on her #Shy. Recall that these people treat every moment of lives as if they're "on a stage."==
- 1:20
- saying
- all
- kinda sucks
- you can't
- really
- discuss #Centrist
- ==You can't discuss A.I.? You absolutely can, and people do it everyday, any day. I've always made it clear how I feel about A.I. if you use it you mark which LLM it's from. It's fine if you're genuine about how you use. -s.==
Politics. Lily describes herself as a "centrist" and Hasan depicts Lily as a "Conservative." Interesting. That's another thing #LilyKi can't seem to discuss.
- all
- without getting attacked
- saying
- #Jossle #Constant #Sigh sighs
- **This means she's necessarily hiding something. She skipped over the clarification, that has to be there, otherwise it's incomplete. She's not allowed to talk about anything related to A.I. Polarizing. She doesn't want to clarify anything. Why? at the very least #Uguubear -s. **
- but yeah #Open_Art #Artificial_Intelligence #Information_Security #Information_War #Misinformation
- ==It looks like she's being litigated. Sigh? Why? It's A.I. art. If you're in the "clear-net" about it, and honest with it. Then there's no reason to be pent up about it. Simple as that. -s.== 1:25
- it's weird ==nothing statement==
- it's weird ==nothing statement==
- breaths heavily
- right now i think
- a lot
- of
- it is
- it is not the best
- beeeesssssst
- smiles look upwards to right
- ==discomfort==
- ==that's all i'll say.== #interference 1:35
- a lot of it is not the best?
- what about #Uguubear
- ?
- at the very least #Fraud
- who else?
- #Lily_Operation
- at the very least #Fraud
- thumbs up
- a lot of it is not the best?
- polarizing
- there's interesting discussion, maybe
- spawn from it
Interesting. Spawning is just generation. Discussion will spawn from it? Hmm. #Gamification #Layers #Red_Flag -s.- shrugs.
- ==it's very difficult to talk about, it
- discuss both sides
- serious topic
- with
- a lot of people are just
- with us or not
- defend a.i. art?
- so you're defending stealing
- it's just so opposite spectrum
- it's difficult to talk about it
- i can't talk about nuance with it
- not that i agree with it
- not what i'm saying at all
- you can't discuss it without getting attacked
- it's weird, a.i. art is weird
- a lot of it is not the best
- polarizing
- there's a lot of interesting discussion
- spawn from it.
- start
- because
- interesting
- "I bruised my tailbone"
- ==That's context for ya. Speak the same thing but in different semantics.==
- Being all tied up, brings on the same meaning, eh lilz? We already knew this, but here you are, investigation. -s. #Rewrite_The_Stars
- #Wine_About_It taking over #The_Yard @ 6:15
- w/ timestamp
- I don't know about you guys, but that is one damaged foot. Zombie-esque. Blood flow severely restricted for many-a-minutes, many-a-hours, even. No foot gets that bruised unless you're going on jog in rocky terrain. There's a reason why she' swearing crocs. She's in pain, still. -s. #BDSM #Foot_Fetish #Rope #Asphyxiation #Constrict
- ==& of course, bruising is just a form of bleeding, to be clear. To expose blood, in plain view. Skin.== #jellyfish `As a result, bleeding from damage to smallΒ bloodΒ vessels near the skin's surface might take longer than usual to stop. This allows enoughΒ bloodΒ to leak out under the skin to cause aΒ bruise. -Mayo Clinic
I wonder if somewhere along the way
I made **god angry** or made a mistake
Holding on to hurtful thingsβ
#BDSM
Breaks the **skin and stings** =
// #Jellyfish is also a euphenism for sex, not just #sym. Makes sense because #sym is just a #slave in #LilyKi's #Master #Slave #Sex_Cult #Twenty_Four_Seven
@ 6:15
Poof.
==less than 3 months after my "debut" in #The_Cascades #sym #Sym_Addiction, however we all know now that she was stalking me prior to my "debut."==
-
[2022/01/21]
- 5:30 final words exchanged
- that was really cool oh my gosh
- oh my god
- where's my camera
- that was really cool oh my gosh
- camera
- 28:05 #Flower #Plush_Pink
- stays there
- "the machine" #The_Machine_Stops
- 28:05 #Flower #Plush_Pink
- bed sheets are rainbow
- binky is sleeping
- "i feel new again" #Rainbow #π
- binky is sleeping
- ==binky is my favourite of the two, -s.
- yeah
- sleeping
- oh my god my hands are so shaky all the time
- there
- no
- no
- no
- go back to bed, sorry
- i'm sorry
- wow
- 28:46
- sleeping
- oh my god
- my hands
- are so shaky all the time
- no
- no
- no
- don't go back to bed
- i'm sorry
- he's just vibing #Dog_Update
- don't go back to bed
- typing
- typing
- lately singing
- i've been feeling
- hmm
- hmm
- keep vibing binky
- wahoo trying to summon sym? -s
- lately singing
- alright
- ahem
"The Twitch Streamer song - that's what the section/chapter is, on the player bar.
- ahem
- ahem ==1am, aka 11PM PST. at 2am = #Sym_Addiction, 12AM CST new drop on #Twitter== #Countdown #Celebration #Arcane #Event #Birthday #Christmas 29:55
- piano - 1am eyes closed, i'm slowly falling
- to the music and atmosphere
- now and then
- all over me and i remember
- last year
- alone in my bed
- all these thoughts in my bed
- and living silently inside
- it's so late
- in the night
- my mind is drifting away
- then
- i dream of a times i missed,
- a new happier day
- if a hand could reach out right now
- and save my life somehow
- i'll face the sun again
- as soon as i
- as soon as this dreamy night ends
- don't want to go down like this
- my heads in a place i don't miss
- so ugly, so grumpy
- sleepin in the mean time just stay comfy
- once everything is said and done
- i'll know i'll be ok when everything's said and done
- i'm hoping, i'm coping, i'm here
- i remember last year! aka October 1st, 2021 #The_Cascades aka When I disappeared like #Jellyfish, into the seafoam.
- giggles i was alone in my bed with #Stalking with all these thoughts in my head, and living silently, inside
- just keeping all to myself
- wishing i could be somewhere else
- back where i could only hide
- it's so late in the night
- my mind is drifting
- away
- that i
- dreamed of times
- i wished for a new happier day
- if a hand could reach out right now
- dreamed of times
- and save my life somehow
- back where i could only hide
- i'll face the sun again
- as soon as this dreamy night ends
- 32:18
- -performance-
- oooooh
- ooooh
- harmonize
- sun again
- oooho
- oooh
- oohh
- end
- end
- 32:55
- du du du du
- hm hm hm
- hm hm hm hm
- hm hm hm
- hm hm hm hm
- hm hm hm
- once i used to write my feelings everyday
- once i now get older, there's not much to say
- silently it creeps up close
- i find myself alone
- quietly i,
- shut the doors
- and fear of what's unknown
- all i do is breath
- du
- du
- du
- d
- sink into the emptiness
- orange summer breeze
- unlived experience
- all i do is
- du
- du
- du
- du
- du
- du
- 34:50
- mmmmm
- mmmmm
- mmmm
- every word i use to sing
- all the memories we made
- after all this time
- was i the only one who waited
- garden of my flowers
- where we stayed until the dark 35:25
- another stop?
- at the beach or at the park?
- lets talk some more
- our flight prints are fading on the shore
- i use
- to think
- 34:50
- bonds like ours would stay forever
- du
- far apart
- piece of every
- heart
- soul
- sky
- i sigh in the breeze,
- are you still there?
- waiting for a sign
- and all of the stars
- will #Stars_Align #Realign
- i sigh in the breeze,
- did we make a promise we would meet today,meet someday? promise?
- for today.
- was i the only one #Dreaming ?
- the moment that we met
- i wish i could see your eyes again real sob 36:25
- and tell you what i thought i truly felt
- hello how are you
- i hope you're listening to every melody i play.
- -performance-
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- mmmm
- tempo switch
- sunshine and butterflies
- brings us back to us
- when our happiness
- our first kiss 37:33
- just happened to be fr-eeee (fake?)
- eeee
- it's like a beautiful dream
- totally didn't forget how to play this
- yup
- mhm
- somethings meant to be
- surely meant for me
- and you
- and i
- will always drink tea
- sunshine
- butterflies
- clear
- sky
- brings you back to us
- scarra
- in tft
- they're so cool
- don't ever bring them a part
- scarra
- he'll stream every single day #Scarra
- -performance-
- is he ever going to take a break?
- probably not.
- #Scarra streams everyday, it's crazy he didn't run out of games to play giggle
- bye scarra
- no breaks
- he'll never be free *giggles hes' going to stay on twitch forever, ==regretful tone== *
- 39:15
- #Scarra streams everyday, it's crazy he didn't run out of games to play giggle
- anyone who streams on twitch
- is depressed
- theres' something wrong with them
- they're narcissistic
- all for content
- frontpage of LSF
- to get that exposure
- am i right
- now even once
- make drama out of everything
- they're narcissistic
- and here we are talking about them
- which sides worse?
- there's no worse side
- we're all losing together
- we're losing together
- nobody's winning
- we're all stuck to the screen
- whether we streaming
- or talking about the streamers
- we're losing together
- we all losers
- so am i
- am i the biggest loser?
- yes i am 40:15
- but im a loser with money
- they're all so hard to see
- twitch streamers
- not even once
- always think they're blameless
- and there content is claimless
- why cant they say/i
- copyrights everywhere DMCA
- running out of games to play
- no content
- we're all gonna die one day 40:47
- twitch streamers 'cause'
- not even once #Boom #Adversary #narrative #Narrative_Design #Self_Report #Manipulation #Platform_Manipulation #Youtube #Twitch 40:56
- always think they're blameless
- jesus christ i'll sue you for defamation
- if you don't talk about me the way i want you to talk about me.
- i'll sue you,
- throw a lawsuit
- left and
- watched
- retune
- i don't give a shit
- i'm a twitch streamer
- retune
- and what am i? #Splitting β why? ==#Lily_Operation== #Plant 41:12
- watched
- i'm no better
- ccause #Double
- i'm also a twitch streamer. ==doubly, so.==
- left and
- were all gonna die one day
- throw a lawsuit
- who the fuck cares. -laughs- no one is going to remember this, in like a year. or even a week?
- ==existential threat== #Cry_For_Help
- twitch streamers.
- which sides worse?
- twitch streamers.. 41:36
- probably not.
- fuck it i'm just a bo burnham wannabe
- i just know chords
- two or three
- i don't know anything else
- he has much better music theory
- i wish i could be like
- where he created a masterpiece
- i'm just a twitch streamer
- i got nothing else to my name
- and though our content is the same
- because i'm a twitch streamer
- absolutely, nothing to mime me?
- i wish i could be like
- 42:20
- i hope you're listening to every melody i play.
- i wonder what i should do today
- react to redditor or some shit
- i dont fucking know
- react to threads on reddit
- i have nothing else to do
- watch anime, you could
- why did i trust you
- i dont fucking know
- hahaha
- react to redditor or some shit
- sometimes, it's just
- really easy
- to put your feelings into a song
- cause
- but
- i'm going to be honest
- i
- cant
- do
- this
- for
- very
- long
- what
- substance
- is
- there
- in
- these
- streams
- nothing
- i bet you all have more interesting things
- in
- your
- dreams
- all
- i
- do
- is
- meme
- i
- try
- to
- convey it through the notes
- but
- it's kind of hard to do this
- all along
- yeah
- cause
- i
- got
- no
- more
- content
- i have nothing less for the viewers
- trying to be a
- bo burnham wannabe #Splitting #Boom β
- if i was #sym i think i could be a bo burnham wannabe. 43:49
- i'm just as depressed
- and some musical background
- as bo burnham wannabe
- crys
- do
- do
- do
- do
- do
- #The_Greatest_Showman
- shit
- here she goes
- and some musical background
- with the same sad chords again
- i'm just as depressed
- here she goes #ImaneAnys
- playing the same sad chords again
- can she play any thing that's not sad
- can she play anything happy?
- the answer is..
- no.
- #Neutral
- here we go again
- there's no difference from yesterday
- #Neutral
- did you really
- run out of games to play?
- i'm so sick of League
- i'm so sick of Valorant
- i'm sick fo everything
- playing the same sad chords again
- is this what they call a #Burnout
- i didn't expect it to hit so soon
- i guess after a decade i'm tired
- i'm tired
- after like ten years
- i'm getting tired
- of the same thing
- i'm trying to keep myself occupied
- i'm tired
- trying to keep my self alive survival
- remind myself to try 45:55
- if you give up ==#Cry_For_Help== #LilyKi #Informant
- it's all over. crys sniffles
- yeah
- twitch streamers
- remind myself to try 45:55
- not even once
- all they do is complain
- all they do is whine
- but everything is just fine
- go react
- anime
- valorant
- gta
- twitch streamers are all losers
- inside
- we're all losers
- inside
- but twitch streamers are losers with money
- twitch streamers are all losers
- everyone else is the same shit
- we're all human
- but everything is just fine
- we're alll losers
- twitch streamers
- 46:54
- upbeat
- huuuh
- same money, doesn't solve everything
- well their filthy filthy liars
- money solves everything
- it can buy friends β
- it can buy you a girlfriend #Lily_Operation #Boom 47:17 #Human_Trafficking #Human_Sex_Trafficking β ββ
- same money, doesn't solve everything
- money is the best
- huuuh
- we love money!
- upbeat
- get that sponsor
- play some ads
- really easy
- we love money
- money
- orange summer breeze
- money
- giggles i was alone in my bed with #Stalking with all these thoughts in my head, and living silently, inside
- money
- piano - 1am eyes closed, i'm slowly falling
- money
- wooo
- money
- i love money
- 47:30
- money does buy happiness
- it really does
- i bought
- food
- food makes me happy
- i was playing
- comfy songs
- #Comfy songs
- #Switch -> #Mask #On
- Predictable to #Lily_Operation 47:50
- i was playing
- 1 am -> 11PM CST #sym #Timer
- eyes closed
- i'm slowly
- falling to the music and atmosphere?
- eyes closed
- holy shit i'm so fucking bored
- what the hell
- stirred
- a streaaam lately
- don't tell me to do stream
- food makes me happy
- league of legends
- i'm a
- eh
- i'm melting inside heavy, flustered, "constipated"
- i'm tired of everything
- eh
- every day feels like
- same, it's so late
- in the night
- i have a sleeping,
- disorder. Sleeping disorder #Sleep_Disturbance -evo-> #Sleep_Paralysis
- i take pills
- to help me sleep at night
- these dreams won't go away #Borderline_Personality
- same, it's so late
- every day
- i stare at the wall until
- 8 o clock made up time -> 2AM PST⦠48:53
- no, she means **1 hour from now #Sym_Addiction **
- I'll go outside again #The_Machine_Stops
- Once I feel like can
- be glad.
- or happy
- 49:09
- don't want to go outside
- like this
- cause
- i just don't want to go outside
- my room is so #Comfy
- seriously, why go outside?
- ==Outside = real world, come clean==
- don't want to go outside
- 49:25
- don't take advice from me i'm a loser streamer
- i have
- &
- no real advice, that i can give you
- it's so late in the night
- my mind is drifting
- no real advice, that i can give you
- away
- i should go,
- touch some grass
- but all i do is
stare the -(wall) 49:50- snorts
- at my friends ass #ImaneAnys #Sex_Abuse
- touch some grass
- fuck ==Admitting to sexually abusing #Imane_Anys== 49:53
- if a hand
- could reach out
- save my life
- somehow
- i really
- down
- that
- please
- don't
- listen
- to
- me
- because?:
- i 50:14
- love
- girls
- girls
- girls
- girls are nice
- if a hand
- girls
- smell good
- i should go,
- girls
- girls
- girls are soft #FBI #Investigation #Boom #Smoking_Gun β
- i love their skin.
- when 50:28
- they skin them
- &
- put their skin
- on
- my
- skin
- cause i
- love
- giiirrrrrrrrrrrlllllslsss
- they skin them
- i love giiiiiiiiiiiiiirls
- when 50:28
- ballad
- they're so cute when they're sleeping
- &
- i'm watching through the window
- they're adorable
- when i'm close to them
- and smell what their skin smells like
- i just want to carve it off!
- they're so cute when they're sleeping
- 50:29
- carve it up
- head to toe
- they don't have to know
- i love girls
- i love giiiiiiiiiirls
- i love giiiiiiiiirllllls
- carve it up
- i love giiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirllllllls
- every night
- i think about
- all the new friends
- in the basement 51:38
- all
- hanging up
- by
- a #Boat #Human_Trafficking #Human_Sex_Trafficking
- #Catfish
- hook heheehehhe 51:41
- ==This high pitched laugh is likely an on command response to terror. -s.==
- their skin is soft
- feels good against my face
- giiiiirls
- heheheheh ahahaha 51:58
- haahahahhahahahahahahah
- some day
- last conversation
- our last cup of cofee
- some day
- we might be 80
- and think about the different things we use to say
- all the memories of y ou
- = gust of smile
- caught in the wind
- some day it will be the last #inflection
- = gust of smile
- day
- da
- da
- da
- da
- ada
- da
- da
- da
- one day
- it could be over
- the moon
- could seems so far
- despite
- girls
- all the adventures that we'd promise that would go
- &
- on
- again
- again
- again
- all the memories of you, "normal voice"
- 53:20
- lost in the wind
- some day
- 53:20
- adaaay
- it'll be the last day #Aware 53:32
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- -performance dadada-
- #Overtime
- #Playing_Off
- i won't forget
- how it forgets how to feels to be loved
- 49:09
- by someone as special as you
- no, she means **1 hour from now #Sym_Addiction **
- i will
- someday
- drink that last cup of coffee
- with a smile
- #Criminal #Aware
- #Overtime
- #Playing_Off
- hehehehe high pitch
- last cup of cofee
- hmm
- hmm
- hmm
- hmm
- so happy
- 55:05
- so happy
- yes happy
- happy
- happy
- here i'll do my
- 55:25 *swap to crying witch a la #Left_4_Dead *
- hehehehehehhe
- hahahahahaha
- insane
- manic
- crazy
- losing it
- #Mental_Breakdown
- i love creepy giggles
- losing it
- reverb
- hall
- cathedral
- come play with me
- it's so cold here
- long reverb
- i haven't seen anyone in so long
- help me
- please
- i'm so so lonely
- don't worry i won't hurt you #Human_Trafficking #Child_Sex_Trafficking #Child_Trafficking
- all the blood, 56:25
- that's not blood
- that's strawberry jam
- please play with me
- all my toys fall a part so easily
- come play with me
- hi binky good morning
- oh he did a little stretch
- 55:05
- he's so cute
- dude
- you stretch
- you go stretch
- awh
- i love dogs
- 56:50
- breaths heavily
- i got a dog
- because i had severe depression
- and i think my dog saved my life
- i got a dog 57:32
- because i had no affection
- and i really believed that my dog saved my life
- so that's why ==was a son/sung?==
- (sung me the?) apocalypse 57:36
- i let my dog ate me
- this situation is dire
- and my house is on fire
- but at least she'd be happy
- if there was a song
- be apocalypse
- i'd let my dog eat me
- my house is full of lead
- and my friends are all dead
- but
- atleast i'd die happy
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- da
- #Overtime
- got a dog
- second dog
- he's not as smart as the first
- not sure why i got second
- stagger ==Trafficking strategy, possibly. Perception, longevity. Timing. "This is x amount of time you have left, two dogs. -s.====
- first
- second
- 12 -16 years
- death near?
- second
- heartbreak
- of bringing a pet home
- 12 -16 years
- the first steps
- their first cries
- first of everything
- why do we set up heartbreak down the line? 59:09
- even so, right now i can tell myself that things be fine.
- but
- in the future, there is an inevitable #Inevitable
- tragedy #Last_Cup_Of_XYZ
- awaiting every pet owner out there #OfflineTV #Slave #Master
- one day they're going to die
- and you will be left,
- more alone than before ==she's talking about her friends to the audience. twitch streamers are companions to curb loneliness, for many. -s.==
- and every time
- i think about it
- i want to make sure,
- my dog is immortal
- i can't imagine
- why do
- set ourselves for heartbreak
- tragedy
- years down the line β
it was coming up soon -s.
- and i know
- pets will tell me i'm fine
- but
- truth be told i don't want them to die
- (sung me the?) apocalypse 57:36
- why do we set ourselves up for heartbreak?
- tragedy years down the line
- can tell myself that i'll be fine
- but i wont be fine
- i won't be fine
- 1:00:43
- 1:10:56
- breaths heavily
- 1:13:37 ==so #DanielKi coming into the room right now is completely staged. It's a #Cry_For_Help to #sym.==
- i'm a
- food
- money does buy happiness
- 47:30
- i love money
- money
- wooo
- 5:30 final words exchanged
- #Yvonne as a sim.
- Shower meter
- Acting out #The_Sims
- #Vomit
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
- #Vomit
- i showered the day before
- i showered the day of
- i showered the
- worse tha nme
- no
- kindred spirit
- I've never felt such a kindred spirit you know what I mean? 0:24
- #Kindred_Spirit
kindred spirit: noun (idiomatic) ; Someone with the same feelings or attitudes as oneself.- "We are the exact same person."
- I don't smell
- are you serious
- don't get too close
- you wreak of #wahoo #bleep
- michael pooped his pants #Scat_Fetish
January 21st, 2022. Where have I heard that before? Oh my life.
Day of: Friday, January 21st, 2022. 3:08PM
Health Sciences, Center. Winnipeg
#The_Cascades represents, or set like the 90's "brutalist" style of #Mental_Health where it's designed like a prison, essentially. It's a warped, #Arachaic way to treat #Mental_Health and the design of a hospital, when they ever get built, that is, it's completely phased out.
The rest are all from the following time, leading up to a February 2nd discharge.
This is what I call the "fishbowl" #Furious_Fish #Catfishing #JellyFish #blubstiny #Stuck_In_A_Fishbowl #Plenty_Of_Fish #Fish_Dick #fish
The fishbowl to me, this is in the ICU, probably the darkest time in my life. I was roomed with a violent person, and even though we were on decent enough grounds (I tend to kick it even with ex-convicts who I'm sitting beside working with), it still was incredibly stressful. I even got _attacked_ _hit_ by none other than #Hasan_Piker fan. True story. His hit was very weak, though. Maybe he just wanted me gone. Fair enough, thank you. I got sent down to the normal ward. In this ICU there was a "news room," that's what I called it anyway. There was a man who got up to watch the news, he was catatonic, and I just sat with him. On the T.V. was a celebration of tech superstars, like a retrospect, like #Jeff_Bezos #Steve_Jobs #Bill_Gates #Sundar_Pinchai. That spoke to me in the moment, from my crazy drawings about "skipping stones" in terms of metadata, in terms of safety up north. My concern was always about safety. Matrix. -s.
BEFORE MOVING FORWARD, RECALL THAT LILY HAS BEEN #STALKING ME SINCE ME AS EARLY AS 2018 AND POSSIBLY EVEN EARLIER. SHE HAS SEEN EVERY HOSPITALIZATION I HAVE GONE THROUGH WHICH IS 3. #Three #Mental_Health_Crisis SHE HAS STUDIED ME FOR YEARS ON END. #Grooming #Induced_Delusional_Disorder #Shared_Psychotic_Disorder_With_Sexual_Delusions #PokimaneSym
Here's a little drawing I did of my "4 corners of story telling." It's crazy. Because of course it is. I was going through a delusive episode, that to me, certainly felt induced. However, that's not the truth for me I have condition, that thank god, is very treatable, and is much more #mild than you may think. ==Mild? Where have I heard that before #Wine_About_It #Mild .==
Below is four corners. It actually takes inspiration from the oldies. Noir. Where all there was, was four corners. No real internet, just the camera, and for corners. We think we know what the audience wants, and we just do. That's the time.
Top left: Transcends. #The_Transcends
- a murder mystery set in a fictional river town.
- is inspired by real violence against women, specifically native
- hence the orange, it's a colour for Truth & Reconciliation here in Canada. It's more so for Residiential Schools and their plight, however, when it's actually written it may or may not have that thematic.
Top right: Pop Land!
- This is just a goofy idea for a mashup "Disney land"
- I was in my Walt Disney phase, if you will. The city of future: Epcot. You have to hand it to the guy, he is definitely some inspiration.
- Ideally, it's internet culture: real. Obviously it's family friendly, so #OfflineTV is excluded, and would be dumpstered, anyhow. It includes Kpop, yeah you can ride the TWICE coaster for real. That's what I wanted. It would include Twitch shows possibly, #Twitch originals that aren't based on racism.
Bottom left: #The_Cascades
- Lily's favourite because it resembles my life, and her ideal life #The_Machine_Stops
- The drawing is basically nothing. It speaks for itself if you're watching the main performance. It's a vortex, it's a hurriance. #Black_Fog #The_Machine_Stops
Bottom Right: #PokimaneSym
- Offline. The language-verse.
- This can be intrepretated in anyway you want.
- It's oblique. It's strange. It doesn't make any sense.
- However, we know now, it does make sense. Because #OfflineTV makes no sense. Funny how that works.
- This is who I assumed was watching. I was right. I'm 2+ year streamer, I know what's going on. I've been in the #Internet game for extremely long. I know how "degenerates" work. Or even "normal degenerates." Because I am/was one. #Darkness #Dark_Humour #Men_In_The_Dark
This one is just flat out irrational. How do you skip data across cellphones without a network? The sine wave. It's literally just a hodge podge of colour schemas. It's irrational. Even I know it's irrational, but I'm delusional. I know enough about the internet by default, but my mind has turned on me. A "meta" is just a quantification of data of eyes. A meta = incomprehenisble amount of data, it's infinite. This is a manifestion of #The_Cascades as well. It's sci-fi. It's supernatural in nature. It necessarily has to be. This is just a symbol of #LITE #Lighthouse. It's a symbol of security, and safety.
January 17, 2022 ==Note the rings. Purple "gemstones," 7 of them. &an old mood ring from very far back in the day you'd buy at the dollar store. It no longer changed colours and was affixed to #Green #π==
ICU Photos
January 16, 2022
This is the wallpaper I showed my dad, and he didn't even respond. It was a "gift" to him and then he thought nothing of it when he saw the wallpaper, and passed the phone back to me. ==In my head, this was me being like "fuck you dad" I'm going to go get her.== **All my delusive episodes always happen around #Christmas. Because these times are espeically tough in the family, as people imagine expectations, because suddenly: gifts &christmas spirit they never had in the first place. It is also the dead of Winter in #Prairies #Winnipeg #Canada. This is also where I take inspiration from for a #Murder_Mystery story. #The_Transcends. ** #Precipitation
==Realistically, my phone was dying and I was going crazy. I was probably just asking for a new phone if all was normal. I still use the same phone today: Samsung Galaxy S9+, the only problem with it, is that 64gb is too small. Also, I've swapped the battery 3 times and I need to do it again, but that's easy.==
February 2nd, 2022. Around the time I got out. Tomorrow was the day.
I remember one time I tried to show my mom what computers are: a sturdy object that can be treated with "abuse." I sat her down on my computer, while I was waging an information war on #Facebook with my own account. Parents use #Facebook like a painless game, so I showed them how I feel about it. Seeing the honeypot that flocks, how #Facebook -> #Reality. I sat her down and showed her how when you do an action on the computer is it real or not? I made a cut into my mousepad, which is still visible today. My mom thought I was insane. She was correct. However, the point is there: #Facebook is way too real. It's unsafe, for many. That's the safety aspect of the internet I've always try to instil on people, since I've been using the internet since forever. #CyberSec #Information_Security #Misinformation. Today, I still tell my mom the same thing. You can treat the desktop like your bitch: flick your mouse, snap the windows to the sides. The Windows animations are responsive to a tee.
This includes adding thousands of friends on #Facebook and talking to scammers and wasting their time. One thing that #ImaneAnys was going on about in #Wine_About_It . #PokimaneSym #Delusion #induced
Here's some #Precipitation. Note my girly nails: #LilyPichu loves the femboy role. In her eyes, it's basically humiliation, and absolute love. Plus the intentional red lighting. I don't know. It was "just the vibe."
& there's the close up of the purple ring I was saving for #ImaneAnys. Yup. Pretty crazy huh. #Marriage #Ring #π
so, therefore #LilyKi is the #Ring #Purity_Ring. Since she is the inducer, controller of me, and of course #ImaneAnys . #Slave #BDSM #Fashion #Control #Twenty_Four_Seven
I sit in the very same spot where that chair, desk is, at this very same moment. That's my parents basement. #Broke_Boy a funny joke, I guess? I don't know. I don't really care. I got my shit together, and my life is happy go lucky either way. Strange how that works, huh? I don't base my life off other people's whims, I just happen to expose abuse because I'm sick of your shit.
Which brings me to my next point: ==#LilyJeremyMichaelJoseBrodinDanielThomasSeanUguubear essentially run like an LLM. aka an a.i. They scrape infinite data, and it goes where? Just to Lily? Nah. We know it goes to the rest of the criminals listed here, but who else?==
